WTF!? Smartmlp give him his damn FTP access back
At least provide an explanation if you had a valid reason. Maybe you could submit the mod to a file hosting website (a lot of websites take BF mods that are bigger). If you have to at least release beta 1 as the a public version because im sure we'd all rather have beta fallout than no fallout. In the most extreme case you could help the community by either releases nice INI code where you accomplished cool things and/or the gmax files of yur models. But I would suggest finding a place to maybe release beta 1 as public or only tell the beta testers its location.